my life is briliant

i can finish it ! i can finish my problem :) believe it and it'll be done
GOD , i wish i can make my mum always smile , i want to make her more than proud of me . i want to make  her always feel like i am a amazing daughter in the world .  because i believe nothing special in my life without her support and her word that can make my spirits more higher than bafore .

i still alive :)
i was born in surabayaa about 5 years ago . i have a dad was named EKO PRACOYO and mom  was named RENNY LAKSANA WATI . i love them so much because we are a nice family . at first , i school on TK BAITURRAHMAN , wonokromo-surabaya and then i school in elementary school on SD JAGIR 1 . when i was in grade 3 , i was moving  to banyuwangi and school on there . i never know , why i moved to banyuwangi . because i feel happy in surabaya .
I have to accept that i moved without my dad by my side . when i wake up in the morning , i was tried to understand that this was not nightmare . come on whenny , its real and its life . you have to go through this all and forget the past .
I continued my school in SD TEMUGURUH 2 and SMA N 1 GENTENG .
and I have proved that I can face the world

so I put my hands up ! trying to get up ang wake up from nightmare :)

aku bahagia :)

aku bahagia menjadi diriku sendiri .
aku bahagia meski aku begini .
meski mereka mencela ,
aku tak peduli .
karena aku percaya aku indah
aku aku yakin aku itu .
aku yakin aku begitu .

seandainya akuu :(

andai aku bisa .
memutar waktu ..
meski aku tau itu gg akan mungkin .
aku ingin kau tetap di sini .
menemaniku .
tapi aku tak yakin kau dapat .
aku ingin engkau tau , gimana rasaku .
tapi aku bingung .
apakah kau benar benar terbaik untukku .
andai aku tau gimana kamu .
sesungguhnya kau takut mendengar berita itu .
aku takut aku tau kau yang sebenanarnya .
karena aku takut 'kehilanganmu'

lama untuk bisa menjadi seperti ini .
lama untuk bisa menjadi seorang yang dapat mrasakan indahnya cintaa .